Poems, By Me

אני מרגישה פרפרים בבטן
את כנפיהם על קרקעית הקיבה
את המשקל שלהן- למרות שהוא זעיר
ו-
אני תוהה לעצמי
מה עובר על הפרפרים
שלאט לאט
נופלים
ולמה השירה דואגת להזכיר
רק את הפרפרים החיים
ורק את הפרפרים שהובסו
אבל לא
את אותם פרפרים
שמתו מוות טבעי
ואני תוהה לעצמי

One of the Beauties
Of this world
As thought
By me
Is not that everything
In it has a reason
No.
The beauty in this world
Is that we are able
Always
To everything
Find one,
A reason.

עוד יש לך ספק?
הוא מקשיב לדמעותייך
בלילה מחבק.
משאיר לך פתקים
כדי לגרום לך לחייך.
הוא מזכיר לך
במבט
בחיוך
או במגע
כמה את חשובה לו,
כמה את חשובה.
עוד יש לך ספק?

Who are you
The one
Who cares so much
If I fail
To meet my
Goals
Who judges me from afar
Without a word
Who are you
The person I'm trying
So hard to please
Please
Show your face
Please
Leave

I cry when I bleed
Unintentionally
The tears
They just appear
From the rivers within
wet salty stains
Next to the red ones

I woke up today
Before the sun
Before the birds
I got to experience
The world
With morning hair
And morning breath.
I got to see the world
Prepare itself for the new day to come

by
Choosing what weather to wear,
Bringing out the birds
Bringing out the sun.

I love you
Like I love the taste of chocolate
The way I love to laugh
I love you
Like I love the smell of lavender
The way I love hot tea and rain
I love you
Like I love the feeling of the breeze on a sunny day
The way I love peaceful silent nights
I love you
Like I love flowers
The way I love poetry
I love you
Like I love to love
The way I love
Love.

Thank you
To the universe
To the gods
To the gods of my friends
Thank you
For letting me
To be able
To ask questions

It happend
Just in the middle
Of everything
When everything
Was right
In order
It happend
Just in the middle
And then
It stopped.
It came to an end.
Everything
And nothing was right
And there was no order

The things I didn't say
The words that didn't dare
To reach the fresh air
Beyond my teeth
Beyond my lips
I love you
Still
I do
I do
Love you
And will always
Do
You want to
Stay
Please
Do
And for always
I
Will love
You
Should stay