מחבר miakatz1

The color red
Have you ever noticed
Red
The color of passion
Red
The color of blood
Red
Have you ever noticed
Red
The color

הרופא היה מעט מבולבל,
הוא לא ידע מה לעשות כשנכנסתי אליו למרפאה.
הוא ראה את כתמי הדם הקטנים על חולצתי ומכנסיי,
אך כמו שאמרתי
הם היו קטנים.
חתכים קטנים של אדם מגושם.
הוא הביט בי מקרוב
וביצע בדיקות.
הלב שלי בסדר,
כך הוא טוען, למרות שזה שקר מוחלט.
והריאות גם בסדר,
עם זה אני יכולה להסכים.
"אז מה עושים עם הדימומים?" אני שואלת.
"הם יחלימו לבד",
הוא עונה לי.
ואני רק חושבת לעצמי בראש:
"זה מה שאומרים לי כבר שלוש שנים".
הוא מקשקש קשקוש לא מובן על דף ומושיט לי אותו.
"יום טוב" הוא אומר לי.
"יום טוב" אני משיבה עם גיחוך.

In the corner of the street a woman is
Singing
Her voice taking me to the past,
Reminding me of a time
When you and I would dance together
Embraced in each others arms.
I feel a touch on my shoulder,
When I turn to look
I see
You
Standing there behind me,
Your hand stretched between us
In a gesture
Let's dance!
I take it,
And we dance together to the beautiful singers
Voice.
When she's done
you part from me
And without a word
You leave.
The applauding audience brings me back
To reality.
My eyes search for you in the crowd,
You are nowhere to be found.

I must remind myself that
You are no longer here,
We do no longer dance,
And

That you are a terrible dancer.

I write to you in times of fear
I sit in a room full of light
From the sun
The walls around me have collapsed
Letting in the light
Letting in the sun
But my walls
Are still here, blocking
Whoever dares to try pass them
Even
when it is me who dares trying.
It is cold inside
Even with the sun around me
It is only around me
Not within.
I am cold,
I am fearful,
And
I am writing
to you
In time.

If you love someone
Let them go
If they love you back,
It is not guaranteed
That they will come back.
If you love someone,
And you let them go
Don't sit down and wait
Go
Run
Jump
Fly
Don't wait.
If you love yourself,
Let them go.

Flowers bloom,
And then they die.
You can choose to only
Look at the fact
That flowers die,
And you can choose
To only look at the fact
That flowers bloom.
Whatever you choose,
Will be a lie,
Because
Flowers bloom
And
Flowers die.

I wait for life to happen
Patiently
Waiting
For god's signs.
Just like I've been taught
To trust in God.
While waiting,
I get bored
And while bored I start to think
What if for once in my life
Instead of trusting in god
God could trust in me?

He greeted me with a warm smile
The grass between us was
Freshly cut
The weeds just pulled out of place.
The sun was shining above us
welcoming to the world
The newly borned grass.
We talked about the weather
About the grass and the sun.
He then departed,
Leaving his smile behind
To keep me warm.

The sun doesn't leave
All at once,
It prepares the world by
Slowly vanishing,
Leaving it with a sky full of colours.
I look to the sky,
Waving the sun goodbye
While staring at the beautiful colorful painting
It has decided to leave me with
To ease the pain of its departure.
The beautiful painting slowly turning
Into a beautiful shade of dark blue
Scattered with glitter.
I remain silent, watching at what the sun
Has left for me,
And thinking
What a beautiful way
To say goodbye.

I took the broken strings
From the old guitar
I used to have from
When you were beside me.
I grabbed some beads
And stringed them,
Then took the guitar strings
And hanged them on my porch ceiling.

Those strings have been useless
Ever since you left,
No songs came,
Only tears.
But now,
Every time there is wind
I hear nature's song playing
In the bumping beads
And I realize
The songs never stopped coming,
It was I
Who wouldn't let them in.